alodia04

there are so many things in this world that one cannot understand...

sometimes you're just so happy but sometimes you get too lonely...how i wish that only happy thoughts would stay!

Im just lonely today... but i cant help but feel it the whole day!!!! sana magbukas na maybe i will be happier tomorrow!!!!waaah...

for the past few months I've been so happy...siguro kasi i have this someone who really never failed to make me smile....it made me realize that i deserve to be happy. he's such a nice person...one of those rare guys that i would fall for... maybe bcoz i hardly fall for sum1 I realy wouldnt regret those times that im with this person and even regret knowing this person. pero things are really complicated kasi eh....sobra !

haaay....life nga nmn nh? minsan i just want to stay sa time ne masaya ko....sana lagi na lng gnun para lahat masaya...wish ko lng un haha!!!!

but still im thankful for this day because i spent time with my family, we went to mass together w/ my favorite pamangkin hehe...maybe this day is still a blessing!!!

alodia04

Calm...peaceful...silent... how i wish that everyday would be like this day....haaay.... this is such a wonderful day i woke up early having no worries...just feeling happy and contented at the moment! haven't felt this way for a long time...this day just felt so right!!! Even if i dont have a boyfriend i feel so happy hehe... this is new? and this isn't me? Who says that im going to be lonely for the rest of my life? haha... you know what i realized most about this day? i realized that life can never be perfect

maybe we just need to enjoy the happiness that we are experiencing today...because if not you will surely regret it in the future...asking yourself "why you let things pass"

what i learned? let things happen in their own way and it will surely lead you to happiness....!!!!mwah

alodia04

we can pretend to be brave to conceal our fears...

pretend to be smart to conceal our insecurities...

pretend to be strong to conceal our weaknesses...

but we can never pretend to be happy to conceal how much we missed the days before we pierced into reality.

maybe that's what life is all about...

reality bites but we can never bite it back

alodia04

I felt bad this morning kasi nagalit s kin frnd ko... i now may mali ako pero d naman tlga bad ung intention ko eh... ako na nga ing nagmagandang loob ako pa rin ung lumabas na masama... but ok lng gnun tlga ang life db? unfair tlga!!!

At list this day may nagawa kming sumthing productive ng sister ko hehe.... naging very hardworking kmi this day.... bsta we hav this certain business nd im glad may napagtutuunan ako ngayn ng pansin d ako nabubum s bahay! It was a very long day daming nangyari, daming ginawa... sbrang nkkpgod bt it was rily fun hehe!!! Im glad my sister and i bonded tagal din naming d nagawa to!!! we met a lot of people and we intercted with different kinds of people.... grbe ang saya nga eh it was rily an experience!!!

one more thing talagang masaya ko s nangyayari s buhay ko.... it was rily fun to meet with guys that give importance to you hehe...

alodia04

I lost my boyfriend and it's so unfair... he said he wanted time to think if he still loves me... damn! I just can't accept it coz i know i've done everything just to please him at para magkasundo kmi... i did everything to reach out to him but still he left me... It hurts so much and i dnt know when to recover! I hate him for hurting me like this but no matter how much pain he caused me i still don't know how to hate him that much!! I don't know if i should still hope that he'l still come bak after a month of thinking... I don't desrve this ang kapal ng mukha nya para cya pa ang humingi s kin ng space, parang ang dami nyang nagawa para sa rel....

db when u love sum1 u will give ur best pero cya parang d nya bnigay best nya for the rel tapos cya pa ang may ganang makipag cool off? Sbrang sakit i don't know where to start d ko alm kng pano ko mabubuhay ng wala cya!!! I don't want to be like this i feel so helpless!Winiwish ko na lng na sna s space na un marelize nya worth ko! damn i don't want to lose hope bt i don't want to expect anything kc walang guarantee lahat bka sa huli mas masaktan lng ako! he said malamang sa huli babalik cya s kin gsto lng daw tlga muna nya magisip pero ayaw nya na maghope ako. grabe d ko alam kng kaya ko to pero gsto kng kayanin... i don't know where to start from here.... i don't know na what to do!!!